Day Seven.

Day Seven.

Weight: 200. 

Loss so far: 7 lbs.

Not bad, not bad at all. Still not swimsuit ready when I am going to the beach in 12 days. Holy crappy. I'm not sure what I am going to do. 

I'm watching the Biggest Loser. HELLO INSPIRATION. 

I wish my boobs would shrink. Why can't that be the first place it comes from? Also the dumb stretch marks on my thighs have gotten darker! No cream that I try works. I'm freaking. 

OOOOTAY.

So these pills aren't doing anything to me that the doctors said they would. I don't get dry mouth and I'm not hyper. I actually get really tired after I take the second pill. My dad says that means it isn't working. But we'll see. 

I think my scale is broken. A boy got on it today and it said he weighed 125 pounds which I know is not true. 

P.S. That ex boyfriend's new girlfriend is really chubbed. (I'm shallow, I know.)

Day One.

Okay.. Day One

Weight: 207 [fghfkjgfhgfjg fml]

I took both pills & now I'm going to work. 

This is exactly what the fat doctor looked like, except he was black. 

I seriously felt like I was listening to a recording whenever anyone in that office would talk to me. I seriously hope no one goes in there for support or answers. All they're doing is pumping out pills. Whatever, that's all I wanted.

I got Adipex and Lipotropic. The lady said that the charts show that people who take the Lipo pills lose 25% more weight then people who don't. It didn't take much convincing. 

They just weighed me, asked how much I wanted to weigh, if I worked out, whatever. 

I asked him if I had to do the generic meal plan that they give everyone. He said no because I work out, which is a good thing because I don't eat half of the stuff they had on there anyway. He said just to eat how I always have and to just cut it in half. 

I will start them tomorrow, because you can't take them after two. I am nervous + we will see how it goes. 

MKAY, I will make a post in the morning.

OH MY GAH. I have to be in a swimsuit in 22 days. UGHHHH.

I just got lots of snack foods from England, which is not helping my dieting. I've got to stop eating the junk food. + the cokes, + the coffee. 

TOMORROW.

I will do it tomorrow, promise. 

And tomorrow I go to Quick Trim, yessss. Finally. I've been waiting for this day for so long. It's going to be amazing and it's going to make me feel so much better, and I will love it, and lose weight, and it will be the best thing ever. The end.

All I really want right now is a McDonald's birthday cake. Semi-frozen, plzzz. 

Today I ate some vegetable soup, Easy Mac, + a cupcake. Dummiesss.

P.S. I miss that boyfriend who chubbed me up. 

Sew LUXURIOUS, right?

Too bad it doesn't come in size TUB of LARD. Haha.

I made my appointment at Quick Trim today. I go Monday at 2:30. REMEMBER, I can not forget this. It is essential to my weight loss goal.

So I have a personal trainer, Gwen. She's a cage fighter on the side which means she's pretty ferocious. I hate to work out, but she makes it fun. I see her three times a week + then I just wing it the other two days. Work out video, cardio, ab class. Whatever my little heart desires.

I've decided an all fish and vegetable diet will work for me. I love fish so much, I could never get sick of it. EVERRR.

MKAYYY.